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Me and Miss Wray |
1999 |
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Me & Miss Wray
Double CD album
containing 26 essential Hugh Featherstone songs
Click on a track title to see lyrics & notes below.
All songs by Hugh Featherstone |
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Me & Miss Wray
songs from the motion picture |
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A double CD containing a total of 26 songs. This low-key, lo-fi collection is a fine showcase of Hugh's style and lyrical sense.
Essentially, it's Hugh Featherstone "unplugged", and sometimes even solo - just his voice and a 12-string guitar. A return to the territory visited in his cassette album "the Black Tape". After scratching his itch to let rip in big pop-rock style on two of his previous three albums, he's back down-home again with a collection of close-to-the-heart songs presented in a close-up intimate way.
The mystery of the 13th song
Wait a minute! 26 songs, you say? Yep. Although the advertising for this album heralded a total of 24 tracks, and indeed only 12 are numbered on the sleeve for each CD.
However, at the end of the listing for each disc mysterious initials appear in brackets: (t.w.b.f.) and (e.o.t.w.) respectively. Very curious. These baffling ciphers can be unraveled by listening to the discs themselves, or by simply studying the tracklists on this page.
Why did Hugh do this? Were the tracks added at the last minute? Is this a fiendish game or a private joke? Or is this the guy just plain superstitious about the number 13? Must ask him some time.
Whichever way you look at it, you certainly get a lot of songs for your money with this album; not so much bangs for your buck, more songs for your shekel, tunes for your tenner, rhymes for your rupee, lyrics for your lira, chords for your krone or... erm... ditties for your drachma. Some of them have turned out to be firm favourites among Hugh's fans (horses for courses), and he has since rearranged and recorded a few on subsequent discs.
The biggest heartbreaker on Me & Miss Wray is Statistic: not your normal kind of love song, but nontheless a song of compassionate love for a young landmine victim. What begins as a tale told with great tenderness and understanding builds to a searing attack on the Big Business international landmine industry.
This anger is almost unique in a Featherstone song, and although in this case perfectly understandable, it comes as a surprise. Though many of Hugh's previous songs are critical (directly and indirectly) of the political status quo, they are usually couched in irony rather loaded with venom. I've never seen Hugh angry, never seen him lose his temper over anything. Not even burnt toast, death or taxes. But I know there are some things would drive even him to boiling point if he didn't believe in something better and wasn't able to find a channel for his emotions in his faith, life and his work. This helps explain his many years of work for causes such as UNICEF and Amnesty International. |
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Hugh on a Berlin tram CD cover photo by David John |
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big car, big guitar |
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As a lyrical storyteller Hugh often has to be somewhat dispassionate about his subject matter, but if the passion wasn't there in the first place he wouldn't have written the song. A most ingenious paradox.
Statistic is a remarkably beautiful song: exquisite, painful, without a trace of sentimentality. The sketched details of the last minutes of an Asian child's life unfold in a way that Graham Greene would surely applaud and which take our breath away.
Many of Hugh's songs appear at first to be about one thing, then turn out, on further listening, to be concerned with something completely different. How does he do that? I call it "Featherstone's parallex view". You don't need special glasses, no prescription necessary. Just dive into the music and enjoy whatever meaning you may find.
For example, The park floats on the surface of a rain-soaked love song, but actually swims through the undercurrents of the ancient genesis myths of the great flood, the Deluge theme of primordial poetry in many cultures. Deep stuff, indeed. But no need to drown in it, get aboard the next track. |
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Book-folding high-gloss cardboard sleeve, with lyrics & photos, designed by PhilBy |
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Laundromat seems to be about someone callously dismissing a friend who loses the plot following a failed love affair, becomes obsessive and locks himself up in his apartment. But on closer examination, what is repeated is the plea to him (surely it must be a guy) to get in touch when he's ready. The suppliant even says please. I'm here for you, he intones, but you got to make the first step back to wholeness yourself. Which of us hasn't known somebody in this terrible end-of-an-affair state, or even been down there ourselves. There but for the grace of God... Tough but fair? Cruel to be kind?
In the end Hugh is talking not just about what we may lose and find when romantic love is gone, but what remains: the love of true friendship, acceptance, understanding. At the very least, the willingness to learn these things from each other. Without this, a relationship cannot succeed anyway. Such companionship is at the heart of all his work. It doesn't cost anything and there are no conditions, you just have to want it too.
Three-chord town and Sometime, never, maybe, two of the standout tracks on Me and Miss Wray, are of a different order. Still within the prism of "Featherstone's parallex view" we now see the story from the viewpoint of the lovelorn. The tone is much lighter than in "Laundromat", and the shoe is now firmly on the other foot. Both songs are a direct plea to the departed beloved (in other words talking to the walls he/she left you with), but both are actually about time. We know time passes quickly when you're having fun and slowly when you're longing for love. And here's living proof.
"It seems things only last until you really want them to, just like our life together, pretty short kind of forever, this year, next year, sometime, never ... maybe."
Two very different songs held together by several threads of consciousness. Two sides of a coin. Pure gold. Take a bite and test their metal.
Hugh put a pop spin to these songs on his 1995 CD album Landing, and in a perfect world they would have reached us on a single. His vision of Three-chord town as a film of "toy cars and cardboard cut-out streets" may still see the light of darkened movie theatres. Sometime, never ... maybe.
Whatever, If you are a fan of popular music in English, I challenge you to listen to this album and claim there's not one song that doesn't reach you. Give it a listen. Or two.
Recorded ddd & add, winter 98/99
Post-master & lithos: Shuttle Music Sleeve design: PhilBy nemodreaming.com
Thanks for the support, time & talent of: the Lorenz family, Jackfruit & Julia, Manfred at Shuttle, Mathias & Norbert, Wini,
Yannick, Amelie, Momo, Don, David, Pip, Sara, Philby & Kim
All songs, copyright, words & music: Hugh Featherstone p & c Struts & Frets 1999
Published by Polygram/Universal
The philosophical optimist in me can offer no excuse for the catalogue of failure most of these songs represent. All I can say in my defense is that I write better downbeat stuff than upbeat & that audiences, for obscure reasons of their own, seem to prefer getting thoroughly miserable to being cheered-up.
When recording we employed an arsenal of very expensive valve microphones & precious little else. By largely avoiding digital widgets, the instruments mostly sound as they really do and the quiet bits, due to our care for natural dynamics, are genuinely quiet. This probably makes "miss wray" unsuitable listening for car stereos or as musical wallpaper for bars and restaurants.
This production is dedicated, not without a certain irony, to my family, life with whom is somewhat removed from the almanac of emotional disaster enclosed here. Also to all those friends, from Hollyhead to Varna, whose kitchens I have colonized down the years. Many thanks to all of you, and greetings to Luzie Ackers, who initially gave me the idea for this collection.
May the Kong be with you all... HF '99.
The few helpers I had: Momo played percussion on Cold rain on the stars;
Yannick Le Roux and Winfried Winkler (my "Tone Poets") played drums and bass on I'll remember you, Someone else's child, Three-chord town and Emotional dunce;
Jackfruit, friend & co-producer, played bass on Not missing, sang the backing and programmed the chart.
Other backings were sung by my daughter Kim (If you feel the same), Amalie, a friend (Stay another day), and myself.
I played all the guitars & the violin. |
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Me & Miss Wray |
lyrics and notes |
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All Hugh's CD album sleeves contain the lyrics & notes published here, so the best way to enjoy
them is to read as you listen. But for those of you who can't wait, here they are.
All text in this rather fetching blue-green by Hugh Featherstone. |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Letters |
track 1 |
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1974
I wrote this in the early seventies and have often wanted to put it on record, but it seemed too bitter. Time passes, it doesn't anymore.
you'll have noticed i don't write letters anymore i grew weary of the war tired of keeping score you're on your own now
and if i heard that your faith had turned to dust that your gold had turned to rust that you'd forgotten how to trust well, i wouldn't say that it was just but you're on your own now
and you know i've got better things to to than waste my life on you i used to think you knew it all
but it seems that all my dreams were made of sand they trickled through my hand nothing went as planned and you're on your own now
and i don't care what's happening in your head who's sleeping in your bed those jealousies are dead and gone
yet a while ago there used to be a way well i shut that door today and though the memories will stay you're on your own now |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
I'll remember you |
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1997
Most of us live a lot in the past. It's the place we think we know best. That's an illusion, just like we thought we knew the people, but didn't really.
If I were to do this song again, I'd use a muted electric instead of an acoustic guitar, and cut out the first bar. If I could live my life again I would not sell
my Fender Jaguar (too many switches, Mr Leo), but apart from that...
the world we know goes by so fast there's very little built to last no wonder i prefer the past i remember you
this is the age of interaction to me it offers no attraction my life has only one distraction i remember you
deep within the sunlit glen when i remember you you're lying in my arms again
even though i feel forsaken even though my world is shaken even though my heart is breaking i remember you
deep within the neon room i'll remember you even when i'm in my tomb
someday when i'm out of fashion someday when i'm out of passion when they put the sack and ash on i'll remember you |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Nothing at all |
track 3 |
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1994
I have nothing at all to say about this one.
i know nothing at all today all my history's gone away wow, my mind is a blank no data left in the bank i know nothing at all today
i have never seen you before so please don't tell me you live next door if i'm smiling at you it's 'cos you're totally new for i have never seen you before
sunlight in my eyes nothing but friendly skies no dark surprise in store for me
i have nothing at all to say facts and figures all float away no thoughts swim in my tank no name, no number, no rank i know nothing at all i know nothing at all today |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Fly away |
track 4 |
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1998
There is an organization called "women against violence against women". Rather a cumbersome name, but I wish I could join it.
If my voice wobbles a bit, put it down to emotion. Actually, most of the songs on "miss wray" were unedited first takes, which accounts for a
certain roughness. "Authenticity" would be the polite word.
fly away if the idea's crossed your mind once it has crossed a thousand times seize the day there'll be better ties to bind once you've closed this catalogue of crimes
fly away, fly away my darling who could keep you here
close the door could you bear another share of blame as he plays his favourite part what's the score i bet he's keeping track of every stain that he's etched upon your heart
fly away, fly away my darling who could keep you here against your will he acts like jungle jim you're way too good for him so fly
fly away my darling who could keep you here
still you're there i can't bear to watch, i think i'll go 'cause i've seen this one before |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Not missing |
track 5 |
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1998
This song also appears on Hugh's 2001 CD album Landing.
My friend, the Bulgarian arranger Milen Vassilev, has produced a more electric, more "dance" version of this song. I hope to include it on a compilation
sometime in the not too distant future. Strange, although I have now recorded Not missing three times, it does not feature in my live programme. I keep it for kitchen tables late at night.
how much time must i wait 'til i know that it's too late how much time 'til i feel that all the hurt has finally healed
how much time until it's true when i tell myself that i'm not missing you
how much time until my friends can say your name and not offend how much time will it take until i look like i'm back in shape
how much time until it's true when i tell myself that i'm not missing you
it's never going to happen, never going to change i'll always feel about you in the same old way
i'll never get over it, never rise above it'll always be you that i'm thinking of
how much time 'til i admit that i'm better off out of it how much time must pass me by 'til i can smile at that other guy
and how much time until it's true when i tell myself that i'm not missing you |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
I lay with love |
track 6 |
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1997
Just like my song the hiring man, this one has also been accused of being a "traditional" folksong. I suppose I should take that as a compliment. I love this one, even though, or perhaps just because, it is so shrouded in melancholy.
A later version of this song appeared on Hugh's 2001 CD album Landing.
Hugh made a video of this song for his YouTube channel in 2012, when he wrote:
This is a rather celtic sort of ballad about wishing you had stayed with your true love, rather than fishing in strange and deep waters. The song either does or doesn't cry out for a violin, depending how much you like violins. I played my own on the original Me & Miss Wray recording and re-recorded it for Landing a few years later.
Recently I've been performing it with Lokal Heroes, the band for whom I'm ostensibly just the singer, although I do get to play some guitar now and then. This song gets the full Heroes treatment with mandoline and low whistle and is featured on their latest CD To be continued ..., along with Hiring man, Lights along the highway and Corner of the sky. Yet another version is scheduled to appear on the 4-CD Ribs of memory collection, which will make it my most recorded song.
i lay with love one morning just as the day was dawning we whispered sweet and tender the words of love when new
but now my heart is broken by every thought unspoken her love was but a token a trick of light, untrue
i lay with love one evening my heart it was a-grieving for she was cold as moonlight though fairer far than you
but you are warm and giving compassionate, forgiving you raise me to the living and all my faith renew
i lay with love one morning just as the day was dawning we whispered sweet and tender our love was fresh as dew
but now my heart is broken by every thought unspoken i would i had awoken with you |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Conway Bridge |
track 7 |
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1998
Hugh recorded a live version of this song for his 2005 CD Album Live at the Chapel.
The North Wales coastline beyond Harlech is one vast deserted beach after another and the weather is better than most people would expect.
Clever railway architects blended the bridge very successfully into the outside wall of the castle. Here knights in armour meet the iron horse and Ruskin is reconciled with the industrial revolution. David insists, correctly, that the line runs east from Conway, not north, but as north was my destination at the time, I'll stick with it. The bizarre guitar sound is like when you put your head on the track to listen for the shrill hum of an approaching train. Do not try this at home.
In 2013 Hugh wrote more about the bridge and the song:
From Conway station, the railway runs under the castle walls and crosses the estuary of the River Conwy (Welsh spelling) via Robert Stephenson's supremely ugly, but revolutionary steel tube bridge, built in 1848. This giant box girder with a train through its heart lies parallel to Telford's very elegant iron suspension road bridge (a masterpiece now reserved for pedestrians), built in 1826 and the first of its kind.
Since both rail and road exit via Romanesque tunnels through a stone rampart with a castle in the background, the overall effect used to be of perfect synergy between ancient and modern ('modern' being the 19th and 'ancient' the 13th Century). I say, "used to be", because the new road bridge, built in 1958 and currently carrying only local traffic, has rather ruined the effect. We now have one pretty bridge flanked by two ugly ones, a bit like Cinderella. Fortunately the bulk of road traffic uses the even newer A55 tunnel, obviating the need for a fourth bridge. We already have one of those, the 'Forth Bridge'; it crosses the Firth of Forth in Scotland, connecting Edinburgh to Fife.
Conway Bridge is a typical Featherstone song of lost love and self-irony that begins with a "north-bound train". Actually, although the railway runs slightly north for a few hundred yards, it soon curves west for the bulk of its journey to Birmingham. But I would be heading north that night, hence the mistake. This cartographical inaccuracy is redeemed by the cunning way the song paraphrases Shakespeare's line, "if music be the food of love, play on", turning it into: "if love's the food of music and a way to make it pay, you can break my heart today, I already wrote the song."
conway bridge in the evening i ride a northbound train headed out again without you
got my world in a suitcase the things you do to me nothing new to me about you
been on this track so long there must be something here seriously wrong
but if love's the food of music and the way to make it pay you'd better break my heart today i already wrote the song |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Someone else's child |
track 8 |
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1982
Hugh made a video of this song for his YouTube channel in 2011.
Except for the addition of the twelve-string solo on top of the "monks chorus",
this is much as it was on the old "Black Tape" production. It's easy to think we own our kids, in fact they just borrow us for as long as
we are necessary. Things get complicated when partnerships dissolve and new alliances are formed. children can be highly pragmatic, and that hurts.
awake on your own you walk across the lawn you could almost feel you belong here up against the dawn but it's someone else's, someone else's home
messages descend you know you can't pretend love is not the kind of thing to borrow or lend when it's someone else's someone else's friend
such a tiny smile you held it for a while raised it up through tears and laughter to join the rank and file but it's someone else's, someone else's child
awake on your own you walk across the lawn you could almost feel you belong here up against the dawn but it's someone else's, someone else's home someone else's home |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
If you feel the same |
track 9 |
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1981
When I first recorded this for a limited cassette production in 1983, Roxanne Paul sang the harmony. At that time my daughter Kim, who sings the same harmony here,
was little more than a bump in my wife's silhouette. The song has stayed too much of a favourite to be left in obscurity, so we redid it, though keeping faithfully to the original.
Thanks Roxanne and where are you now?
well, i decided to write you a letter although we haven't spoken yet because i've seen your face in the usual places
and it's one i can't forget we may not suit each other or maybe your daddy's too rich and i'm too poor but when it's said and done i can't lose no more so i'm laying out my bet
there ain't enough time in the world today to play that waiting game so won't you meet me at eight by the factory gate that is, if you feel the same
i asked a friend what your name was he said, boy, don't even try that's the number one local heartbreaker and i do not tell a lie well maybe it's true you run around
but that just means you're searching, you haven't yet found so let's rendezvous on neutral ground and we'll see who's first to cry
because there ain't enough time in the world today to portion out the blame but i'll stand by you just like lovers do
that is, if you feel the same you may not be that good for me or maybe you don't intend to be
but i caught your signals like a ship at sea there ain't enough time in the world today to argue or explain
so i'm mailing this right to your heart tonight and i hope you feel the same |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Cold rain on the stars |
track 10 |
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1986
This is both the story of a young boy in the 60's with a crush on a film star from the early 50's and a slice from Senator Macarthy's campaign against
"anti American activities". The effect this had on the film industry as people were encouraged to denounce their colleagues as communists has been dealt
with elsewhere in depth (as, for example, by Arthur Miller in The Crucible).
It is a curious coincidence, however, that just as I was unpacking the first batch of Me and Miss Wray, Elia Kazan was receiving a highly controversial
lifetime award for his contribution to the cinema, a contribution that included ruining the careers of some of his friends.
he was young, just a kid didn't know any of the films she did but if a picture's worth a thousand words
he felt that lonely look she was wise, seen it all queen of hollywood before the fall smile like a carousel i bet she could read could read you like a book
mac and denny and the kids at school thought brando was the king of cool shrugged a bit when he mentioned her name
it wasn't one they knew he caught a movie, a real adventure eyes like velvet in the forests of zenda to think a link of celluloid could separate the two
cold rain on the stars knocked out the highway between venus and mars cold rain on the stars the levee's coming down
hard years at the studio if you're radical they let you go her head's as red as her dress, they said sexy little communist
still she tried to climb up again but the bloom was fading from too much gin walk-on parts and six-o-clock starts that it should come to this
cold rain on the stars knocked out the highway between venus and mars cold rain on the stars the levee's coming down
may the 2nd, early light i was driving home from the mill that night the man on the news said you were once
one of the greats i must admit i'd half forgotten you and i'd been unfaithful with more than a few but i pulled over to the side and cried why was i born so late
cold rain on the stars knocked out the highway between venus and mars cold rain on the stars the levee's coming down |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Gone before you're there |
track 11 |
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1997
Starts with one of the best lines I ever wrote ... and then gets better, so we left it as it was, just guitar and voice. Wrap this round your ears and sail away.
Some people are made for sorrow, they've got it stitched into their clothes. Some are made for heartache, they've got it written in their souls.
And you can try to heal them, but it's hard to know just where. They're long, long gone before you're there.
Some people are made for dreaming, they've got their thoughts up in the skies. Some are made to wander, they've got the highway in their eyes. And you can try to tame them, but all you catch is air.
They're long, long gone before you're there.
Time goes by like passing cars, and all our lives mean nothing to the stars. Some people are made for fortune, it shines down where they stand. Some are made for miracles, they've got magic in their hands.
And you can try to reach them, but isn't life unfair? They're long, long gone before you get there. They're long, long gone before you're there. |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Bunny |
track 12 |
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1999
There were about a dozen of us, we were what passes for inseparable down here. I don't know where the rest of us are now or what we did with our lives.
In just how many hats were you the rabbit?
when adam fell out of your life into the lap of someone's wife you cried a jag and then you started thinking
so when the boys came round to look your pretty nose was in your book you glanced up and they clean forsook their drinking
their life became a carousel some took it hard, some took it well they followed you to oxford, prague and paris
we met again on the acropolis you'd changed your name to angelis though eric said he'd swear that it was harris
two years i had no word from you the next time that i heard from you you'd signed-up as a medic out in thailand
then someone told me you'd been seen in some outrageous shade of green at henley week with the famous greek from "island"
yes bunny, you were always weird you'd turn up, then you'd disappear we loved you, but it soon became a habit
to think of you as someone gone a space you left to keep us warm in just how many hats were you the rabbit? |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 1 (red disc) |
Tomorrow will be fair (t.w.b.f.) |
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1998
I have often been struck by the disturbing content of lullabyes. It is as if we seek to impress our adult anxieties on our infant children before they gain access to our codes.
I wrote this one, about a North Sea oil worker's jealous fears for his pretty young wife, to carry on the tradition. Who knows, maybe tomorrow will be fair ...
sleep my baby, dream of me far out on the stormy sea tiny, tiny bairn tomorrow will be fair
daddy's off to work the rig mummy's off for to dance a jig tiny, tiny bairn tomorrow will be fair
guard the breast, i'll drill the field beneath my castle made of steel tiny, tiny bairn tomorrow will be fair
so, sleep my darling, dream of me far out on the rolling sea tiny, tiny bairn tomorrow will be fair |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
Laundromat |
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1998
I knew a guy who locked himself up in his enormous darkened flat in Belgravia for months, living on delivery pizza and only coming out to go to the laundromat.
When love goes wrong, such obsessive behaviour shows why it could never have worked in the first place. I remember the curtains, wine red velvet, which says it all.
metro map of the human heart red line, track of a tender dart phone call, late night siren, blue light exit several miles apart
but you can call me, when you get off your knees, please when you know who your friends are when you've had time to learn
street map shows where you carried it x marks just where you buried it lost love, lost time bad call, touchline not my fault if you married it
but you can call me, when you get off your knees, please when you know who your friends are when you've had time to learn
not much fun in your empty flat bare boards, love stole the welcome mat look left, look right cross at green light two blocks down to the laundromat
but you can call me, when you get off your knees, please when you know who your friends are when you've had time to learn, you'll
meet me to talk it over when you can read the scoreboard when you get off the floorboards when you get off the floor |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
Stay another day |
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1998
Also taken from the old "Black Tape". It's time I put all this stuff behind me & started writing songs for "grownups", if only...
stay another day when you're looking through the people you've known i don't want to be another who just tried to own you
but stay another day of all the places both far and near there'll be few that you'll remember like the time together here
i'm not just saying it i'm singing it, playing it holding back the tears ... stay
why does everybody have to know where the highways and the byways all eventually go
stay another day when you're looking back across the years i dont want you to regret you didn't stay for ever here |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
Two-way street |
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1998
I was surprised I managed to play this up to speed without any too serious clams. Always give the little guy a break. Some great apes are more upwardly mobile than others.
fay wray in the lobby at the empire state taps her toe, checks her wrist these apes are always late
i go over shyly, saying "what do i see" it's a bad day for manhatten looks like a good day for me
it's a two-way street some crawl in on their knees some walk it pretty neat but it's a two-way street always give the little guy a chance
king kong was long gone having trouble getting down so me and miss wray went out walking on that styrofoam town
social climbers, i whispered with a grin, she said man, you're just jealous because you can't look like him
it's a two-way street some pick it with the front line some hold the back beat but it's a two-way street always give the little guy a chance
fay had a pass key to the movie hall of fame we spent about an hour there just looking for her name
she said, must be here somewhere i always do the best i can well, maybe that's just not enough without your monkey man
it's a two-way street some hang on with their fingers some hang on with their feet but it's a two-way street always give the little guy a break |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
An American dream |
track 4 |
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1998
I've always been a Beachboys fan, so it's no accident that the hero of this song is caught using Help me, Rhonda as a non-therapeutic strategy for acute nostalgia.
An American girl came to stay, took a look at your life, ran away. Couldn't cut it in the cold and the grey and she thought you had a job anyway, your American dream.
When you met her in the fall, in monterey, it was love at first sigh, the movie way. And you thought it would last, it all seemed OK.
Took a photo for your friends, wondered what they'd say to your American dream.
We've all got our heartaches, heartaches, shall I tell you mine?
Now you're staring at the wall, while the Beachboys play, trying not to forget that fateful day when an American girl came to stay, took a look at your life, ran away, your American dream. |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
Three chord town |
track 5 |
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1998
Catches the feeling everyone has known of being stuck in the wrong
place and far away from someone you love. In my head I see this film of toy cars and cardboard cut-out streets.
I've been looking through the letters and the cards you sent from far away. I wonder to myself just where the magic went from yesterday.
I haven't been feeling much since I lost your healing touch. Can you take me home?
I've been counting all the hours and the days and weeks till you appear. At least the time is marginally shorter than since you were here.
Your dog hasn't left his hutch, there's no other in my life as such. Can you take me home?
Can you take me home to somewhere by the sea, somewhere where the stars come out and play for free?
If you take me will you let me bring my friends along with me? I hope we all arrive in time for tea.
As I drive around the corners of this three chord town I search the place. In every neon dawn I need another down to drown your face.
I could manage without a crutch if I had your healing touch. Can you take me home? |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
Statistic |
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1998
Landmines are primarily deployed as a means of denying civilian access to valuable infrastructure; wells, fields, roads, etc...
Most are not intended to kill on detonation, since corpses are cheap, but rather to cripple, as this places the greatest burden on enemy support systems. The majority of landmine victims are women and children.
The U.S. is not the only country to produce mines, but it is the only one whose "Christian" right wing supports the armaments industry while moralizing about "family values" to the rest of the world. Just why it is O.K. to blow up kids in far corners of the planet while blockading abortion clinics at home remains a mystery to me.
Thus, out of pure self-interest, the world's largest democracy still refuses, together with Serbia, China and North Korea, to sign a comprehensive ban on landmines or the UN convention on the rights of the child. Ye shall know them by the company they keep!
Hugh has often played this song at concerts, particularly his annual Candlelight series for Amnesty International (see news). He released a video of this song recorded at a Candlelight 2008 concert in December 2008, for his YouTube channel, where he wrote:
Created on 10/12/08 using FlipShare. I've done these candlelit concerts for Amnesty for a decade now. Statistic is a song I wrote for "Handicap International", the landmine clearance and victims aid organization. No one ever claps after Statistic, but people get pretty choked up. Unfortunately you can't hear how good my Kraushaar Stageplayer sounds, as the upload quality is miserable, sorry about that. Any tips to improve it?
rainwashed morning, you're running off to school under the thatch into the watery cool you left a bit early, so that you can play with your friends down by the jetty where the big river bends
you take a cut through the rice field, it's shorter that way so you can steal a few more precious minutes of play
your mother told you you ought to go around by the road but at eleven years old you don't always do what you're told
there's another few metres and you're climbing the dyke you see your friends huddled round to fix a rusty old bike
and they turn and you wave and there's a thunderous light a kind of ache and a rush as you flip into night
and they all see your body flying up and around and there's these pieces of you all over the ground
and there's a scream from the schoolhouse as somebody guessed that it's another delayed action gift from the west
takes three dollars to make them and a thousand to clear and there are millions and millions of them sleeping out here
while the bastards who build them are at home in the states where they can sit and drink beer and watch cnn-at-eight
and there'll be news from the conflicts that they're feeding today and there'll be word of the hot-spots they've got coming their way
and it's not their kids who get their legs blown off it's just some gooks out in asia that there's too many of
and talk to congressman newton or senator bob they'll say that what really matters is american jobs
there's no space in the headlines, there's no war in the 'nam you're just another statistic, kid, and who gives a damn
rainwashed morning, you're running off to school from under the thatch into the watery cool
you've got some minutes to spare, you're going to play with your friends down by the jetty where the big river bends |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
The park |
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1975
This is another song written in the early seventies and never recorded before.
It seemed too personal then. Now it doesn't seem personal at all, just a little corner of almost everyone's experience.
climbed off the train nobody there, nobody there strange record playing as i walked up the stairs i knew that things had changed
so, let it rain we've done it to ourselves again nobody out today except the kind of fool who's drowning anyway
looked in your eyes just as i feared, just as i feared no big surprise your letter was clear, i read between the lines
so, let it rain we've done it to ourselves again nobody out today except the kind of fool who's drowning anyway
here in the park got to keep walking, got to keep walking way after dark what's the use talking if we're worlds apart
so, let it rain we've done it to ourselves again nobody out today except the kind of fool who's drowning anyway |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
Albena's tune |
track 8 |
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1996
instrumental
I played this in Albena & Stefan's kitchen. She asked me if it had a name. I said no. "It does now", she said.
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
To sign for you |
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1997
My niece asked me to write her a song. But it mutated into one about the problems guardian angels face when we no longer believe in them.
Well, I don't want to hurt you but I tell you what I must. There's not a single thing down here that you can trust.
You're pretty new and you just don't know the breaks, and you might not get a chance to learn from your mistakes.
I've seen you with your cool defenses down, and I could hear you suffer though you did not make a sound.
When times are thin and opportunities are few, you're going to need someone to sign for you.
Well I know it's hard, with the world so fresh and bright, to believe that there are those who want to steal your light.
But the God who made us formed us all from clay, so you can't expect us to behave much better anyway.
I've seen you stand apart with frightened eyes, as if the things you overheard had come as a surprise.
When the chips are down and there's no friend in view, you're going to need someone to sign for you.
Someone to sign for you, someone to check the smallprint, show you what you need to do. Someone to sign for you,
to testify you always did the best that you could do. When the chips are down and there's no friend in view,
you're going to need someone to sign for you.
Well, you used to know me, used to breathe my name,
until you got your signals crossed and slipped out of the game. I was the one who always had to set things right,
but that job got much harder as you slid on out of sight. I see you like a seagull in the storm,
with not a star to steer by, not one nest to keep you warm. when your wings are tattered and your heart is torn in two,
you're going to need someone to sign for you.
Someone to sign for you, someone to hold the compass, keep an eye upon the crew. Someone to sign for you,
someone prepared to witness that your course was always due. When your wings are tattered and your heart is torn in two,
you're going to need someone to sign for you.
Someone to sign for you, someone to check the smallprint, show you what you need to do.
Someone to sign for you, to testify you always did the best that you could do. When the chips are down and there's no friend in view,
when times are thin and opportunities are few, when your wings are tattered and your heart is torn in two,
you're going to need someone to sign for you, to sign for you. |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
Sometime, never, maybe |
track 10 |
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1998
Hugh recorded another version of this song for his 2001 CD Album Landing.
Actually, "across the river, into the trees" were the last words of American Civil War General "Stonewall" Jackson. Nothing to do with the song, but I thought you'd like to know.
With all the time that's passed, I should be getting over you. It seems things only last until you really want them to,
just like our life together, pretty short kind of forever, this year, next year, sometime, never ... maybe.
With all the tears gone by, I should be well cried out by now. Though rivers do run dry, not when you want them to.
How could we watch our love together slip downstream just like a feather, this year, next year, sometime, never ... maybe.
No dandelion's going to tell me what I need to know. I used to play that game when I was small, so long ago.
The tiny angels would go flying on the summer breeze and I would follow with my dreams, across the river into the trees.
With all the friends I know, there should be one to understand, that everywhere we go still bears the imprint of your hand ... it to the piano fella,
play our song and lose my tether, this year, next year, sometime, never ... maybe.
The story of our lives together, pretty short kind of forever, this year, next year, sometime, never ... well, maybe. |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
Emotional dunce |
track 11 |
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1998
Another version of this song appeared on Hugh's 2001 CD album Landing.
A dunce, for those unfamiliar with the term, is the class idiot, he of the pointed paper cap bearing a big "D". Neil Young should have written this, but didn't.
Darling I've received all you've done for me. I guess I just believed that it was meant to be.
So I've never thanked you once, but it is nonetheless true, that in between the grunts I have this thing about you.
Darling, don't get mad, think of what we had. Nothing's quite as bad as dumbing out with Dad.
You've never mentioned once all the pain I've put you through. Give me one more chance to find my way back to you.
Darling there's a train in an hour or two and if you want to take it, well I'll carry your stuff for you.
To show there's no hard feelings, to show I understand. But meanwhile, here's my heart reaching out for your hand.
Darling, if you go, there's one thing you should know. It's true I may be slow to see what others know.
But underneath the stunts and all that macho Kung-Fu, there's this emotional dunce who's in love with you. |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
Landing |
track 12 |
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1997
This song was later rerecorded as the title track of Hugh's 2001 CD album Landing.
My wife thinks this song is too long. I think it's about the closest I will ever get to perfection, together with Gone before you're there and I lay with love, but that's a matter of opinion.
Hugh made a video of this song for his YouTube channel in 2011, when he wrote:
I think this is one of my best. Like many love songs it is part obsession, part nostalgia and part atmospheric rendering of the state between fear of commitment and fear of loneliness. Its age is betrayed by the technology of fixed-line phone calls and real paper letters, which were occasionally mislaid in that romantic time before we all became permanently connected by Facebook and the world lost much of its magic.
i travel far to see you it's quite another world you draw me like a magnet you're that kind of girl
you said you'd love forever i only had to choose i'm not afraid of gambling i'm just afraid to lose
i travel far to see you why must you be so hard you slide between the mirrors to keep me off my guard
you said our love was perfect you'd never let me down i'm not afraid of swimming i'm just afraid to drown
i travel far to see you my friends all think i'm mad to kill myself with yearning for what i've never had
the post returns my letters you're not there when i call i'm not afraid of climbing i'm just afraid to fall
and when i finally touch down without your guiding hand i'm not afraid of flying i'm just afraid to land
i travel far to see you it's quite another world you draw me like a magnet you're that kind of girl |
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Me & Miss Wray disc 2 (green disc) |
End of world (e.o.t.w.) |
track 13 |
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1998
This picks up on an idea from a U2 song. I thought how love creates the world and how the death of love is like the end of that world ... Except that life goes on and nobody notices.
I found the thought somehow comical, hence the frivolous treatment. It wasn't deliberate, I really did mess up first the guitar part and then the lyric and had to stop because I was laughing too much.
you said you'd love me till the end of the world and you were right you said you'd love me till the end of the world and it's ending tonight
you don't call you don't phone you won't throw your dog a bone you said you'd love me till the end of the world and that's true
you said you'd love me till the end of the world and its ending without you you don't write you don't call you took my poster from your wall you said you'd love me till the end of the world
and you did
you said you'd love me till the end of the world and the world just hit the skids you said you'd love me till the end of the world and you were right
you said you'd love me till the end of the world and it's ending tonight |
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